Sunday, October 23, 2011
Day 2..almost over.
I need a shower, badly. I feel disgusting, yet I don't think I have the energy. I just made myself a sandwich in the kitchen, and even though I haven't eaten since early Friday (today is Sunday...4pm), I STILL am not hungry :( The cold air coming out of the fridge made me shake, and I wanted to kick something...the anger is back. I need a shot, or something. The anger is unreal - the craving for a high. I REALLY don't want food....but who goes from Fri til Sun without any fuel? Should I make myself eat? I wanna barf. Yet, there would nothing TO barf.....do I sleep more? I'm sweating like crazy.
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You are doing good! If you feel like throwing up I definitely wouldn't eat. Dry heaving is no fun though but at least its not a waste of food! I have been hooked on heroin since 2006 and its been a hellish road for me as well. If you have any questions or need to chat just message me on AIM or on bluelight. Name is Jiggles56 on AIM and Flabu on bluelight. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteTried messaging you...don't know how AIM works....seems like it changed in the past few years.
ReplyDeleteOk I have my AIM on now, I was offline but Ill leave it on now so hit me up whenever =].
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