Wow, I just woke up again from a deep sleep (did NOT take any Xanax and had barely drank). It's 7pm......crazy how much I am sleeping these past 36 hours. I know some of it was due to those doses of Xanax, even though they would be considered small to most people (0.75mg the first time, 0.50 the second time).
I've been sneezing like hell - I think I remember reading somewhere that that is part of w/d. Stuffy/runny nose. But mainly just that URGE to PUNCH my LEGS. They are restless as hell, and make me wanna saw them off (promise I won't). Awoke just now, wanting to murder my right leg. Some tension in my arms. Still no appetite whatsoever, which sucks, bc my stomach and whole system needs food. No water either. I've drank (watered down) alcohol throughout this W/D, I think that has kept me sane. In fact, it's time for some more watery rum/Coke. I drink it watered down, b/c the LAST THING I NEED is a hangover, on top of W/D.
I highly recommend some watered down alcohol though - it does, I repeat, DOES help. And of course, Xanax, if you can get it. Even a small dose, like what I mentioned, (0.5mg even).
It's getting dark now...that means nightfall is on it's way, and tomorrow will be Monday. With my last substainstal dose of Vicodin being at 11pm on Fri night, I wonder if by Monday, I will have the worst gone?
I now hear the garage door opening. No longer will I have the house to myself. Xanax will soon be found 'missing', and I wonder if I will have a place to sleep tonight...(tomorrow?). At least I got through these 36-48 hours....I hope to God this was the tough part????
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